homophonic ❆ nahri

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nahri

You're not just a memory.

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[ashmark]

I'd like to spend more time with you. That's what I want. [ she tries to keep her tone light, but can't help a little melancholy seeping through. ]

Guess I'll always be selfish.

[bindings]

[there's a little bit of melancholy for her, too, at this.]

... Wolfwood told me to stop talking about the time we have left like it's on a countdown, but it feels a little like that. I don't know that I'll be able to see any of you again, after this.

[ashmark]

Wolfwood says a lot of things. [ although not untrue things. he's pragmatic and she hates it sometimes, like now. ]

...If we're not a timer, and things turn out okay, what is it that you want after all this? Just-- pretend.

[ because she doesn't want either of them to be set up for disappointment. but a little dreaming doesn't hurt. ]

[bindings]

[yeah, her too, honestly. sometimes she appreciates it, but other times she really wants to set him on fire.

as for that request, she slides her legs down to the ground, away from her chest, thinking.]

I want to see everybody again. [she says, finally.] I want to take you to Liyue. I want you to meet the Traveler, and I want to take you to see the sky light up when it's the Lantern Rite. I'd like to go to Sumeru, and see Kaveh and Nahida.

I'd like to visit other worlds. I want to save Fei Du from the trouble I know that he's going back to. I'd like to free Rang, and take Vash and Wolfwood to see the ocean, and find a place for Jonas and Alex to live.

[there's a lot of things she wants. it kind of all just tumbles out.]

[ashmark]

Me too.

[ maybe not those exact sentiments, but the general idea-- spending time with friends made here, seeing new worlds. ]

I'd like Wenzhou to cook for me. I'll let you handle Fei Du. I'd only get him into more trouble, I think. I want to see the library where Netzach lives, because maybe I could help him. I want to spend more time making jokes with Eiden and see those clan members he talks about.

...And I want to see what Liyue looks like. It sounds an awful lot nicer than the desert.

[bindings]

[she glances up at nahri from where she's sitting, smiling a little.]

It is a lot nicer. [...] You'd like it.

[and then, after a moment, as she tucks her hair behind her ear:] I think I'd like to kiss you again, too.

[ashmark]

[ her face lights up red, but she doesn't shy away. ]

Then you better hurry up and get back on this side.

[bindings]

[HUFFS. she gives nahri a look that could be described as pouting.]

I've been trying.

[ashmark]

[ she giggles. ]

I don't doubt it. [ softer, this time: ] I've really missed you, Shenhe. The boys don't like holding hands like you do. [ a beat. ] I don't think they'd be as nice to kiss, either.

[bindings]

[it doesn't matter because they still can't touch, but she moves a little closer. nahri can probably see her disgruntledly push something aside as she comes closer, like something on her side is in the way.]

Vash would be awful to kiss. [no comment on wolfwood though she's not touching that one] I've missed you just as much.

The people on this side don't hesitate to touch. I have never wanted you to die, but you would have liked it here.

[ashmark]

[ yeah there's an entire dimension in the way babe ]

Of course I would have. You're there.

[ a beat, and, more awkwardly: ] It seems as though anyone who'd hold my hand has died, except for Eiden. Maybe the problem is me.

[ it's supposed to be a joke but it is a bad one. ]

[bindings]

[she looks disgruntled at that.]

If that is a joke it's a bad one. [she has also gotten better at telling things are jokes. this is probably fei du's doing because nothing that comes out of that man's mouth is serious]

[ashmark]

[ nahri and fei du's gremlin to gremlin communication... ]

It is the truth. You, Fei Du, Wenzhou, Yuzuriha, Netzach... Wolfwood, if I forced him to.

[ week 5 is really the only outlier where someone from the handhold brigade didn't die, but that's also the week she suffered cyoa, so maybe that's fine. ]

[bindings]

[she has heard much about the gremlin communication... she's also been introduced to the duck.]

That is half of the game. [it's not but shenhe is like YOUR SAMPLE SIZE IS SKEWED] It isn't your fault.

[ashmark]

[ ah yes, the duck that they are co-parenting except this custody agreement is WACK. ]

Maybe not directly, but it is a little offputting that everyone started dying when I got close to them.

[bindings]

... I felt that way when Fei Du died. [...] Though I was more angry he couldn't stay alive more than a couple of days without me to make sure he didn't eat dirt.

[ashmark]

Look at it this way, now you can babysit him all the time. [ :) ]

[bindings]

[she

lays down on the floor

this is a curse. you have cursed her.]

[ashmark]

[ this inspires her to also lay down, but she is laying on her stomach, hand propping up her chin. ]

It's not that bad.

[bindings]

You did not see him when Wenzhou died.

[this is a little bit more serious than the conversation really calls for but. it's on her mind.]

[ashmark]

...No. I didn't.

[ there's no snappy comeback for that, nor would she even want to say it. ]

[bindings]

He's alright, now.

[a pause.]

You should be glad you were not here Sunday, either. [:nyeh:]

[ashmark]

Yeah, I can... imagine.

[ hm. ]

But I talked to both of them today. So I'm glad he's doing better.

[bindings]

[that was a fun thing, with wolfwood and kyoko

but also she's talking about how she was sexiled from the room she was staying in with fei du so there's varying levels of hm, here.]

... He scared me. [she says, after a moment, from where she's still on the floor.] On Friday.

[ashmark]

[ this tag was a rollercoaster. ]

Scared you... how...?

[ she is reluctant to ask, but her nosiness can't be stopped. she's seen fei du in acute amounts of distress, but not 'the man i love got blown up' amounts of distress. ]