[ she is reluctant to ask, but her nosiness can't be stopped. she's seen fei du in acute amounts of distress, but not 'the man i love got blown up' amounts of distress. ]
[ the first thing that springs to her mind is: shenhe had been killed again to unburden herself from the agony of dealing what was at hand. fei du shouldn't have done that to himself - and nahri also would have intervened, had seen been there - but there's still a part of that feels like maybe he deserves a little mercy. it's complicated. of course she does not speak these thoughts aloud, but there's a bit of a pause before she responds. ]
[she feels complicated about it too. it may have been kinder to let him die, but she's not entirely sure she would've been able to live with herself if she had. it wasn't working anyway. he was using his own electricity, so he was immune to it.
she sighs.]
Yes. I am very tired, so it's good that Wenzhou can wrangle him now. [she loves him to death, but she is really just a simple bird.]
she smiles again. it's nice ti hear, though she wishes they could have reunited sooner. the vision has brought her some comfort when she felt especially lonely, but it's not the same. ]
It'd be a shame to have all those memories disappear when this is over.
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lays down on the floor
this is a curse. you have cursed her.]
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It's not that bad.
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[this is a little bit more serious than the conversation really calls for but. it's on her mind.]
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[ there's no snappy comeback for that, nor would she even want to say it. ]
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[a pause.]
You should be glad you were not here Sunday, either. [:nyeh:]
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[ hm. ]
But I talked to both of them today. So I'm glad he's doing better.
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but also she's talking about how she was sexiled from the room she was staying in with fei du so there's varying levels of hm, here.]
... He scared me. [she says, after a moment, from where she's still on the floor.] On Friday.
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Scared you... how...?
[ she is reluctant to ask, but her nosiness can't be stopped. she's seen fei du in acute amounts of distress, but not 'the man i love got blown up' amounts of distress. ]
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I had to stop him from trying to shock himself to death. [she says flatly.]
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I'm glad you were there to stop him.
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she sighs.]
Yes. I am very tired, so it's good that Wenzhou can wrangle him now. [she loves him to death, but she is really just a simple bird.]
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[ but man, she is also feeling that tiredness. that sort of weariness in your bones. ]
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I bought that bed and then barely got to use it. [she died with like sixty bucks on her she could've used that for gacha pulls] I miss our warehouse.
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Not much has changed. We don't spend our money making it very homey, but I don't think it'd be any different if all four of us were still here.
I like looking at the art. [ their art. their handprints. ]
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I lost all of my money when I died. [she says, grouchily. a beat.] ... That is mostly what I miss. The mark that all four of us were there.
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I have some saved up. Come back and I'll buy you anything you want. [ even using $50 for a hint i think she has over $100 still. i hate math. ]
...That will never change, no matter what. You've left your mark. Wolfwood, too. So you're always with us.
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I have been with you, even if you couldn't see me. [she says after a moment, glancing up at her.] ... I hope I get to take my phone home with me.
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she smiles again. it's nice ti hear, though she wishes they could have reunited sooner. the vision has brought her some comfort when she felt especially lonely, but it's not the same. ]
It'd be a shame to have all those memories disappear when this is over.