[she's fine with it - if nahri leans closer, shenhe allows it, resting her head against nahri's. the net goes unfinished for now because she's distracted.]
I won't be sad if I don't. [she says, simply.] I hope you don't worry about it. But thank you.
Then I'll be sad for you. Don't you want to go home? [ she's projecting now, but. ] How can you turn away from somewhere so beautiful? Isn't that where you belong?
[ conversely, nahri is very emotional and is trying to keep it together. she isn't crying, but her eyes are starting to turn red. ]
Well I don't either! And I still have to go back, so you do too! [ she rubs her eyes, though nothing is there. ] You don't belong here. There has to be-- There has to be somewhere.
[ she would nod to show she understands, but that's hard to do at the current moment. ]
Okay. [ said lamely. she doesn't quite meet shenhe's eyes either. ]
Maybe we should finish this later. [ the conversation? the net? she doesn't indicate which, but she does shift to make herself more comfortable against shenhe's side. ]
[a little sigh - but it's not frustrated, it's kind of sad. she's never wished this hard that she was better at something.
but. yeah. maybe later, she says, so shenhe puts the net down carefully, and turns to hug nahri properly. she knows what these are, thanks to people this week, and she knows they're nice.
[ for a single brief second when shenhe moves, nahri expects her to get up and leave. instead, she finds herself in an embrace and that almost gets her to cry. somehow, some way, she keeps what little composure she has left so she can hug shenhe back.
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I won't be sad if I don't. [she says, simply.] I hope you don't worry about it. But thank you.
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... I don't know if I belong anywhere. [a short sigh.] I won't be unhappy, either, it... it just will be what it is.
[she struggles a little, with this - it's clear she can't really get at the emotion she knows she should be feeling here. it's frustrating.]
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Well I don't either! And I still have to go back, so you do too! [ she rubs her eyes, though nothing is there. ] You don't belong here. There has to be-- There has to be somewhere.
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You are getting ahead of us. [she says, but it's not unkind.] Neither of us are erased, so this isn't helpful.
I won't make promises I can't keep.
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Okay. [ said lamely. she doesn't quite meet shenhe's eyes either. ]
Maybe we should finish this later. [ the conversation? the net? she doesn't indicate which, but she does shift to make herself more comfortable against shenhe's side. ]
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but. yeah. maybe later, she says, so shenhe puts the net down carefully, and turns to hug nahri properly. she knows what these are, thanks to people this week, and she knows they're nice.
it makes her feel a little better.]
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it makes her feel a little better too. ]