[she thinks about that, like... hard, like she really considers it.]
No. Not right now. [she's less absolutely fucked up. but she is still a little broken in the sense that she's a little more trigger-happy. like killing people is a mercy. like it's better than waking up and laughing, and laughing, and laughing, the way nahri does a little to the left and behind rang.
she's staring at her, instead of rang. staring at nothing.] Would you want to die?
[rang unfortunately recognizes this, these hallucinations aside -- he remembers his own behavior from the week rin died too. he eases a step closer, moving to block the view of whoever shenhe's looking at,]
I'm tempted to say yes. ...But it'll probably upset some people.
[not all though he's sure,]
I know I can ask you though, without you judging me for it.
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No. Not right now. [she's less absolutely fucked up. but she is still a little broken in the sense that she's a little more trigger-happy. like killing people is a mercy. like it's better than waking up and laughing, and laughing, and laughing, the way nahri does a little to the left and behind rang.
she's staring at her, instead of rang. staring at nothing.] Would you want to die?
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I'm tempted to say yes. ...But it'll probably upset some people.
[not all though he's sure,]
I know I can ask you though, without you judging me for it.
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It would upset me if you didn't come back. But yes. [he can ask her.] If you wanted it, I would give it to you, and I wouldn't tell anybody. Anytime.
[without judgement.]