homophonic ❆ gerard

[bindings]

gerard

It's hard to accept a gentler story.

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W1 - SATURDAY - text

[frogzoned]

Are you alright?

[bindings]

[the reply takes a while, but eventually:]

I will be.

[frogzoned]

Okay.

What did you think of the outcome?

[bindings]

I didn't like it
But I imagine most didn't.

I'm angry to have been taken advantage of.

[frogzoned]

I almost wish I could feel more angry.

[bindings]

[she thinks he probably wouldn't want to be angry like her, but maybe that's why he said almost.]

It isn't pleasant.
Neither is feeling sad, though.

[frogzoned]

I think I didn't feel sad for a long time either.

So maybe that's why it's all catching up to me now. Years of overdue debt on things I should have felt a long time ago.

[bindings]

What are you sad about tonight?

[frogzoned]

I think probably the same as you. Feeling a bit duped. Wanting to try and see the best in someone and getting hurt for that.

[bindings]

I don't like feeling used.

I'm not sure what happened, still. I am upset, but it's hard to be when I can't even be sure of what to be upset at.