... I’m really trying, now. To be different? For a long time I wasn’t trying at all, and I don’t think it’s naturally in me to be kind, so I have to try.
[ he’s kind of wrong though. he’s always been pretty kind. elody wouldn’t have liked him at all in the first place - wouldn’t have even spoken to him - if he wasn’t kind to her. ]
[so... she understands, maybe - in that way where both of them think they are so much worse than they actually are. there's something in them that wants to help, despite everything. a connection to humanity.]
... I mean, do people reassure you like this. That you will see your team again, and that things will turn out okay, for you.
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[ he’s kind of wrong though. he’s always been pretty kind. elody wouldn’t have liked him at all in the first place - wouldn’t have even spoken to him - if he wasn’t kind to her. ]
What do you mean?
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[so... she understands, maybe - in that way where both of them think they are so much worse than they actually are. there's something in them that wants to help, despite everything. a connection to humanity.]
... I mean, do people reassure you like this. That you will see your team again, and that things will turn out okay, for you.