[for a long, uncertain moment, she feels that burning sensation behind her eyes. the urge to cry, and the inability to make it happen.
the thing is. the thing is. she doesn't want ylfa or haru to get one of those messages either. and she doesn't know if this will stop that from happening, but she can see the logic of it. she breathes in. she breathes out. maybe this will stop people from picking off her team, if she goes. maybe, if she wins, she will push them a little closer to getting to live again, the way she promised them she would try.]
Ylfa would. [shenhe says, finally.] We have talked about it.
[her heart aches. but she respects this decision.]
But... yes. Fine, then, if this is how it has to be. But I will not just let you erase me. I made a promise to Nahri, Vash, and Wolfwood.
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the thing is. the thing is. she doesn't want ylfa or haru to get one of those messages either. and she doesn't know if this will stop that from happening, but she can see the logic of it. she breathes in. she breathes out. maybe this will stop people from picking off her team, if she goes. maybe, if she wins, she will push them a little closer to getting to live again, the way she promised them she would try.]
Ylfa would. [shenhe says, finally.] We have talked about it.
[her heart aches. but she respects this decision.]
But... yes. Fine, then, if this is how it has to be. But I will not just let you erase me. I made a promise to Nahri, Vash, and Wolfwood.