[the sad thing is it isn't really helping. she still feels bad.
she keeps pushing fire at the poor, destroyed tree until she's tired, until she has to stop and just sit down. she's quiet for a moment, and then, with all her emotions struggling to fight for top billing:]
Hello, Gerard.
[she's less muted than normal. like she's having trouble suppressing everything.]
[ he'll just go to sit down nearby. he gave away his cookie already and he ate his spider, so he doesn't have much to offer, but. he can be quietly nearby? ]
It's not a bad way to deal with it. Screaming or something.
she just. she kind of looks at him, and like, she's so ??? and amused by him suddenly pulling a spider out of his pocket that that misery and anger just sinks down out of the way for a second.
she's not yasha she's not going to eat it but hey. it's something!]
w2, SATURDAY
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he'll just come over to watch. ]
That is one way to work through it.
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she keeps pushing fire at the poor, destroyed tree until she's tired, until she has to stop and just sit down. she's quiet for a moment, and then, with all her emotions struggling to fight for top billing:]
Hello, Gerard.
[she's less muted than normal. like she's having trouble suppressing everything.]
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[ he'll just go to sit down nearby. he gave away his cookie already and he ate his spider, so he doesn't have much to offer, but. he can be quietly nearby? ]
It's not a bad way to deal with it. Screaming or something.
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... It's been a long time since I've screamed anything, I think.
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Ah. Well. Um.
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she just. she kind of looks at him, and like, she's so ??? and amused by him suddenly pulling a spider out of his pocket that that misery and anger just sinks down out of the way for a second.
she's not yasha she's not going to eat it but hey. it's something!]
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[ he knows she doesn't, but he'll still offer. ]
Libby said she chose him because he did not believe he had a future.
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Hm. [well.] I don't think that's untrue. But it isn't entirely true, either.