No. [ a beat. ] I don't hate her for coming after me. I don't begrudge her for playing the game. In fact, it's the most understandable move she could've done. I would've begun Erasing people.
[ it wasn't a sure thing that she'd kill, but something really started convincing to go for it as the weeks went by. ]
I am annoyed at finding out what she did after I died, though. There's a lot that happened that I wasn't aware about. She had been so straightforward while fighting me that to find she went and twisted things after the fact...
[ it's not a tactic she can hate in and of itself, but because it involved her, she's a little testy about it. ]
I likely would have Erased people, too. I think Gerard knew that.
[she's the same way, honestly. she'd held out because nahri didn't want her to, but the longer it went, the more likely she would've broken her promise.]
I didn't see what she did - and I wonder... why she did. [a pause.] Gerard also was straightforward, but I've been made aware that he set up other teams to blame.
I think I am angry at Gerard, but it varies with how much.
We didn't really hide how willing we'd be to kill, did we? [ but she doesn't think that's something they should have changed. she doesn't have any compunctions about lying, but she doesn't see the point of being anyone other than herself. ] You can be as angry at him as you want. That's your right.
[ it'd be foolish of anyone to tell her she couldn't or shouldn't. ]
I don't know why Ylfa tried so hard to frame Simon. I hope it was a good enough reason.
The only thing I asked the Reapers when I arrived was if killing people outside of Thursdays was a viable way to win. I'm surprised nobody noticed.
[they were distracted by rang, probably.]
Perhaps it was just because his team had four people, and it was easy. [...] It doesn't matter now. At least one of them will be seeing the consequences.
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there's a pause, as she thinks about that, and then her lips twitch.]
Hm. Yes, I like that idea. [...] Are you angry with Ylfa?
[that's just curious, mostly.]
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[ it wasn't a sure thing that she'd kill, but something really started convincing to go for it as the weeks went by. ]
I am annoyed at finding out what she did after I died, though. There's a lot that happened that I wasn't aware about. She had been so straightforward while fighting me that to find she went and twisted things after the fact...
[ it's not a tactic she can hate in and of itself, but because it involved her, she's a little testy about it. ]
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[she's the same way, honestly. she'd held out because nahri didn't want her to, but the longer it went, the more likely she would've broken her promise.]
I didn't see what she did - and I wonder... why she did. [a pause.] Gerard also was straightforward, but I've been made aware that he set up other teams to blame.
I think I am angry at Gerard, but it varies with how much.
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[ it'd be foolish of anyone to tell her she couldn't or shouldn't. ]
I don't know why Ylfa tried so hard to frame Simon. I hope it was a good enough reason.
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[they were distracted by rang, probably.]
Perhaps it was just because his team had four people, and it was easy. [...] It doesn't matter now. At least one of them will be seeing the consequences.
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[ she shrugs. if people miss things, they miss them. that's their problem. ]
You'll be going after Gerard when he arrives, if it's him, won't you?
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I can't promise I won't try to kill him. But I will give him a chance, like he did me.
[except for how she didn't but listen]