[she's not sure, either. she wants it to be nothing. but the more she lets herself feel things, the more she thinks that maybe all of her decisions she made might need to be reconsidered.]
Do you think hurting him would be the right thing to do? [there's no like, judgement or anything, she's just not entirely sure.]
[ that's an interesting question to ask lambda, who doesn't care whether things are right or wrong, only if they're rational or elegant or beautiful. if it's something that can make her feel, if it's something she can consider worthwhile, that's enough for her. ]
I can't harm the person who created me, but if I could, I think it'd be worth it. Some harms shouldn't be left alone, but I also know how I think and act isn't how everyone should or would.
A lot of people will say it's better to forget him, but he should get a reminder that actions have consequences.
[ help i got sidetracked by yesterday's post. and today's. we really went from maid cafes to plot. ]
I'm not human. I'm an AI.
[ things she doesn't know shenhe may or may not know. and isn't it a good time for a pig noise to come oinking in? wow!
you may choose your format! please change any he/hims to she/hers because i play with the girl protag in mind..... the f/go's protag's default name is ritsuka fujimaru.
but no matter how it goes, there is some static to the memory, a kind of disconnected feeling. it's the feeling of knowing and having this memory but never actually having experienced it. ]
she doesn't exactly know what an AI is, but she can get the gist, especially from this conversation that she sees. it takes her a second to sort of digest it and figure out what she wants to say in return.]
In a sense, I also dance for an audience of one. [she says, finally, tucking her hair behind her ear.] ... And I like those types of humans, too.
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[ but she doesn't know if she has? lambda feels as if something of that magnitude leaves lasting effects. ]
I don't think you'd be wrong for wanting to hurt him or anything else you'd want to do.
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Do you think hurting him would be the right thing to do? [there's no like, judgement or anything, she's just not entirely sure.]
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I can't harm the person who created me, but if I could, I think it'd be worth it. Some harms shouldn't be left alone, but I also know how I think and act isn't how everyone should or would.
A lot of people will say it's better to forget him, but he should get a reminder that actions have consequences.
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[she agrees, finally, tucking her hair behind her ear.]
... The person who created you?
[also give me a memory back rattles]
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I'm not human. I'm an AI.
[ things she doesn't know shenhe may or may not know. and isn't it a good time for a pig noise to come oinking in? wow!
you may choose your format! please change any he/hims to she/hers because i play with the girl protag in mind..... the f/go's protag's default name is ritsuka fujimaru.
video lp! (3:35:30-3:38:15)
text lp! (ctrl+f for "are you hiding something, meltrylls?")
or
manga adaption! which instead of meltryllis reminiscing after her conversation with chaldea's master, it's her sharing her memories with her sister passionlip. (chapter 22.3)
but no matter how it goes, there is some static to the memory, a kind of disconnected feeling. it's the feeling of knowing and having this memory but never actually having experienced it. ]
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she doesn't exactly know what an AI is, but she can get the gist, especially from this conversation that she sees. it takes her a second to sort of digest it and figure out what she wants to say in return.]
In a sense, I also dance for an audience of one. [she says, finally, tucking her hair behind her ear.] ... And I like those types of humans, too.
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Is it you or Nahri?
[ either answers are valid to lambda. both are, too. ]
... Those types of humans are easier to believe in.
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She is one of those humans. Even though she would say she isn't.
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[she tucks her hair behind her ear.] It's what I'd like to be, I think.
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Why do you think you're not like that?
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... I have to try. It doesn't come naturally.
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It's better that you're trying.
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I suppose I should have more confidence in myself. [she does, really, but she can't say she doesn't like hearing it from someone like lambda.]