[she listens very patiently and with a lot of intent, actually. shenhe likes learning! and while some of this kind of goes over her head, she's interested.]
It says on your profile. [she holds up the phone with her thumb and pointer finger, dangling it like it's gross.] I was curious.
No, I definitely am not alone. [she sounds exasperated about this in that sort of like "there are so many people here" way. she is. taking it very literally.]
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It says on your profile. [she holds up the phone with her thumb and pointer finger, dangling it like it's gross.] I was curious.
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[there's a pause because she started to be polite and then remembered what is actually in her profile]
I mean, um - meditation seems pretty cool. I've never been too good at stuff like that.
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It's a necessity, for me. Like anything you learn it when you practice. [...] You can ask whatever you'd like.
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Well - you don't have to tell me, obvious. But why do you say necessity...?
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To suppress my homicidal urges. [...] They are under control. You don't need to worry.
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[anything she could possibly say seems so inadequate but also not saying anything seems bad]
Sorry, um, we don't have to talk about it. But we can if you want...?
[help]
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I don't mind. If you'd like to know about it I can explain it to you, but I've long made my peace with it.
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I don't know. [she kind of does, but.] I think if I knew better, I might not need to meditate.
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[...] I promised I would help someone.
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[a pause.]
I don't want to cease to be.
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Yeah, you didn't really strike me as the social type... Not that that's, um, a bad thing. Just an observation.
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