... I hate a lot of things about Camena, but I wanted it to be good. And my parents still live there. Ren still lives there. All my classmates. Even Clarissa and Nona. And Michael lived there.
That's hard to just put in a box and never see again.
He is nice. He's one of the kindest people I've ever known.
But he is also vague about his future. Today when I spoke to him I said I hoped I'd see him again, and he was so unsubtle about possibly dying when he goes back to his world that even I could hear it. [not that she's necessarily like accusing alex of this, it's just "it'd be pretty nice" sets off the alarm bells in her head.]
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[ but alex is bad at letting go, actually, and there are lot of things back home that would mean letting go of. ]
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[she assumes.]
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That's hard to just put in a box and never see again.
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[genuinely, she does. she would have a hard time going somewhere else but liyue. still...]
Jonas has told me a little about your lives. [she hesitates.] I hope it isn't strange to be worried about you.
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[ even if she isn't as close with shenhe as jonas is, she still considers her as much a friend as anyone else. ]
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... Wherever you go, I'd like to hope that I can see you again.
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[ alex shrugs. ]
... Yeah. It's be nicer that way, for sure.
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anyway alex just? looks curious? ]
... What's up?
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But he is also vague about his future. Today when I spoke to him I said I hoped I'd see him again, and he was so unsubtle about possibly dying when he goes back to his world that even I could hear it. [not that she's necessarily like accusing alex of this, it's just "it'd be pretty nice" sets off the alarm bells in her head.]
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... Well. I can promise, I'm not dying. Not for a long time.
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[she has had such! a long day! of people being like goodbye forever!]
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