[well listen she'd listen to him talk about blood and the weight of human sin, i guess]
I barely remember a time without them, really. [she says, absently.] ... I suppose I could try, but I think that I would want someone to make sure I didn't hurt someone innocent.
[CATHOLIC GUILT VAMPIRE LITMUS TEST: HOW SAD IS YOUR TRAGEDY.
He shakes his head, though. While he certainly understands the mindset behind asking, he's a sword who's used to giving freely to others and an asshole who would never give anything to anyone he disliked regardless of what he could get in exchange.]
I would not. I prefer to give help freely where I am able.
[the corners of her lips twitch a little at that.]
That's kind of you. [she rests a hand on his arm.] ... Then I will ask for your help in the future. I think it wouldn't be wise to do while we don't know what's going to happen. But when I have my footing...
[Resting a hand on the hand on his arm... Hand stack.]
That sounds like a wise idea. [Better safe than sorry and all, especially given the stakes of what they're DEALING WITH HERE...] But you may call upon me whenever you would like to give it a try.
[Even if, on thinking about it a little more, he's not sure if "in the middle of a life-or-death game post-mortem" is the best time to become reacquainted with long-lost emotions. It's fine, it's fine...]
[it's fine i'll just wait for the worst possible week to do it 8D]
If I replace the bindings, they should hold. So it should just be a matter of taking them on and off. [a sigh.] ... Does your team have an idea of what they'll do when we're allowed to erase each other?
[FLURRY FLURRYSON REALLY OUT HERE READY TO CAUSE MAXIMUM HAVOC]
That is good, at least. [Imagine if they just stopped working once they were off and she was stuck having to deal with emotions forever, wow. What a curse.
At the question, he's quiet and considering for a second.]
We haven't spoken of it openly yet. I could make some guesses... But even Rang will not act rashly at the start, I believe. What of yours?
also god, that'd be so funny. i just have to live with my decision to make her the hulk.]
Rang told me that Buzen was very much against it. But - yes. We briefly mentioned it. I told them not to expect people to play kindly, and they ignored me to talk about their skillsets.
[which she's like yeah ok FINE WHATEVER I GUESS!!! about but she can only be so mad.]
Buzen prefers to do things in the way that will involve the least death and bloodshed. [Will he still do a stab? Yeah! But he won't rejoice about it.]
Your advice is wise. Discussing skillsets is also important, but many... I worry that many will not have the mental fortitude or proper preparation for what will lie ahead.
I worry about that as well. [she closes her eyes.] Vash and Nahri both are uncomfortable with the thought of it. Wolfwood, though, I think, has the same thought as us.
[It's because they're all pragmatic and/or depressed and/or misanthropic and/or severely emotionally damaged.]
I would believe that to be true. [He had some same hat moments with the guy on the few occasions they've spoken.]
It's uncomfortable to understand that the people you speak to will either have to die for you, or you will have to die for them. [TO SAY THE LEAST.] Some may still want to hold onto the belief that there may be a way to get more of us out, or they may want to avoid looking the matter in the face until they no longer can, but that doesn't change our situation.
It doesn't. And I'm much less inclined to let that sort of belief earn me a knife in the back. [she folds her arms.] ... We will see how desperate things become.
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I barely remember a time without them, really. [she says, absently.] ... I suppose I could try, but I think that I would want someone to make sure I didn't hurt someone innocent.
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This is also sad. Sad enough that it even registers to Matsui as being kind of sad. He's quiet for a second as he considers, and then:]
...If you wish to try, I could offer my assistance. I believe that I may be strong enough to help if something were to go wrong.
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she looks at him, finally, tucking her hair behind her ear.]
... Would you require anything in exchange? [he was nice the fist time with the clothes, so she doesn't want to take advantage of his kindness.]
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He shakes his head, though. While he certainly understands the mindset behind asking, he's a sword who's used to giving freely to others and an asshole who would never give anything to anyone he disliked regardless of what he could get in exchange.]
I would not. I prefer to give help freely where I am able.
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That's kind of you. [she rests a hand on his arm.] ... Then I will ask for your help in the future. I think it wouldn't be wise to do while we don't know what's going to happen. But when I have my footing...
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That sounds like a wise idea. [Better safe than sorry and all, especially given the stakes of what they're DEALING WITH HERE...] But you may call upon me whenever you would like to give it a try.
[Even if, on thinking about it a little more, he's not sure if "in the middle of a life-or-death game post-mortem" is the best time to become reacquainted with long-lost emotions. It's fine, it's fine...]
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[it's fine i'll just wait for the worst possible week to do it 8D]
If I replace the bindings, they should hold. So it should just be a matter of taking them on and off. [a sigh.] ... Does your team have an idea of what they'll do when we're allowed to erase each other?
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That is good, at least. [Imagine if they just stopped working once they were off and she was stuck having to deal with emotions forever, wow. What a curse.
At the question, he's quiet and considering for a second.]
We haven't spoken of it openly yet. I could make some guesses... But even Rang will not act rashly at the start, I believe. What of yours?
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also god, that'd be so funny. i just have to live with my decision to make her the hulk.]
Rang told me that Buzen was very much against it. But - yes. We briefly mentioned it. I told them not to expect people to play kindly, and they ignored me to talk about their skillsets.
[which she's like yeah ok FINE WHATEVER I GUESS!!! about but she can only be so mad.]
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Buzen prefers to do things in the way that will involve the least death and bloodshed. [Will he still do a stab? Yeah! But he won't rejoice about it.]
Your advice is wise. Discussing skillsets is also important, but many... I worry that many will not have the mental fortitude or proper preparation for what will lie ahead.
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I worry about that as well. [she closes her eyes.] Vash and Nahri both are uncomfortable with the thought of it. Wolfwood, though, I think, has the same thought as us.
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I would believe that to be true. [He had some same hat moments with the guy on the few occasions they've spoken.]
It's uncomfortable to understand that the people you speak to will either have to die for you, or you will have to die for them. [TO SAY THE LEAST.] Some may still want to hold onto the belief that there may be a way to get more of us out, or they may want to avoid looking the matter in the face until they no longer can, but that doesn't change our situation.
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It doesn't. And I'm much less inclined to let that sort of belief earn me a knife in the back. [she folds her arms.] ... We will see how desperate things become.
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We will. [...] My apologies; I've turned a moment of respite into something dour.
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I helped. [she says, leaning against him again.] I don't mind. We can still enjoy the moment.
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He'll lean back, though, humming. That's true... Life (AND DEATH???) is always suffering but that doesn't mean you can't enjoy the moment.]
You have a good point. I will enjoy it with you, then.