This changes my outlook. [she's still mad at gerard a little but like. knowing that they killed people to save them makes her feel a little less angry about it. she's kind of just adrift, now.] I don't know how to feel. I am overwhelmed.
[Said a little quietly. So much about this is so very messy... Even knowing that people were killed for an ultimately good reason can mean very little in some cases.]
This is... a complicated situation. Feeling overwhelmed is a natural thing, I think.
[she's quiet, for a bit, because she is not nearly emotionally equipped enough to handle the complexity of i'm mad at my murderer but i know i shouldn't be but also murder sucks so she just gazes into the middle distance.
[DON'T JUST GAZE INTO THE DISTANCE AND THEN SUMMON A PIG ABOUT IT.
2 seconds before disaster strikes, he's just giving Shenhe a mildly concerned look.]
...If talking about any of it would help...
[Which is so funny coming from Matsui who never talks to anyone about anything.
THE PIG TEARS THROUGH AT THAT MOMENT THOUGH and Shenhe gets to experience flurrys own cyoa from the perspective of soneone who truly checked put for half of it out of trauma and blindness yeehaw]
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This changes my outlook. [she's still mad at gerard a little but like. knowing that they killed people to save them makes her feel a little less angry about it. she's kind of just adrift, now.] I don't know how to feel. I am overwhelmed.
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[Said a little quietly. So much about this is so very messy... Even knowing that people were killed for an ultimately good reason can mean very little in some cases.]
This is... a complicated situation. Feeling overwhelmed is a natural thing, I think.
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is that a pig i hear]
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2 seconds before disaster strikes, he's just giving Shenhe a mildly concerned look.]
...If talking about any of it would help...
[Which is so funny coming from Matsui who never talks to anyone about anything.
THE PIG TEARS THROUGH AT THAT MOMENT THOUGH and Shenhe gets to experience flurrys own cyoa from the perspective of soneone who truly checked put for half of it out of trauma and blindness yeehaw]