[shenhe is not very good at people but she has enough experience with complicated relationships that she thinks she understands there is a reason for the face.]
Dead or not, we are still breathing. My heart still beats.
[ thank you for intrinsically Understanding shenhe. please reach cr level 4 or 5 to unlock the smoking backstory because i actually think she'd vibe with it. ]
Weird, right?
We're dead, but we're still functioning normally. We're still eating. We can still feel things. Wonder what's up with that.
Normally it’s more of a… eternal pit of torment and fire, perfect and wonderful or… something in the middle if you weren’t a terrible person but weren’t a saint either.
[ spoken with the tone of someone who never fucked with religion. ]
Weird though. If someone told me I was dead, I’d expect to be… I dunno. Cold? Not have a heartbeat at the very least.
This seems like your middling option. [it's not fire, but it's not perfect. it kind of just is.] I would have assumed death would be a total cessation of consciousness, and yet.
[i keep going to write some sort of filler "she fiddles with this" text but no, she just stands there almost completely still. she is not a fidgeter.]
If erasing people means killing them, it is the most efficient way to win a competition. It makes sense. What doesn't make sense is only allowing it on... Thursdays.
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Dead or not, we are still breathing. My heart still beats.
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Weird, right?
We're dead, but we're still functioning normally. We're still eating. We can still feel things. Wonder what's up with that.
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[she's kind of meh about it.]
I still feel exactly the same as I did when I was alive. [...] Which I suppose is a relief.
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[ spoken with the tone of someone who never fucked with religion. ]
Weird though. If someone told me I was dead, I’d expect to be… I dunno. Cold? Not have a heartbeat at the very least.
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This seems like your middling option. [it's not fire, but it's not perfect. it kind of just is.] I would have assumed death would be a total cessation of consciousness, and yet.
[i keep going to write some sort of filler "she fiddles with this" text but no, she just stands there almost completely still. she is not a fidgeter.]
Anyway. What do you make of the rules?
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Yeah. Surprising, honestly. Both on the middling option, and on it not just being the end of awareness.
[ she really is just like 🧍 ]
Not exactly difficult to understand. But not exactly reassuring either.
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If erasing people means killing them, it is the most efficient way to win a competition. It makes sense. What doesn't make sense is only allowing it on... Thursdays.
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Maybe they don't want a bloodbath of people trying to get themselves home immediately.
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... I have never needed to cover my tracks before. [don't just casually admit to murder]
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he seems unbothered by this, though. wow. ]
Free tip, just the one. Blood doesn't wash out fully.
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I'm aware. I do not need your tips.
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Beyond that. If you wipe it up, I mean.
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[ sigh. ]
Don’t worry about it.