A step below, I'd say. [she shrugs.] It is what it is. I'm not an apprentice to save the world or do anything grand like that. It's just my circumstance. I grew up with them.
she's never really thought of them that way, but...]
Close enough. [that's really the most honest answer she can give. she cares about them, and they took care of her, so. hangups about the word or no, close enough.]
[ SHENHE REALLY SAYS SUCH ALARMING THINGS... He doesn't know if he likes that, but seeing as Shenhe seems okay with it, he should be, too. There's still visible concern. ]
How's your soul feeling?
[ Since he thinks he'd notice the curse if it's at work right now. ]
she just doesn't answer that. but it's clear she heard, and even as she changes the subject to something we can fade off on, she'll be thinking about that.]
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Uhm. ]
I think I'd better understand this if I knew what an adeptus is...
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Spiritually enlightened immortals. My master is one. Up until recently, they were bound by contract to look after Liyue and protect it.
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[ At least that's what it sounds like to him. ]
And you're an apprentice? That sounds like a big deal.
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Ohhh... Wouldn't they be called your family?
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she's never really thought of them that way, but...]
Close enough. [that's really the most honest answer she can give. she cares about them, and they took care of her, so. hangups about the word or no, close enough.]
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That makes sense if people think you're not human since you were raised by them... We pick up habits and mannerisms from people around us.
You seemed a lil' annoyed by it, though.
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[she doesn't mind telling him, because he's on her team and he should probably know anyway. a pause.]
I'm not annoyed, I don't think. Or... [hmmm.] The idea of family makes me uncomfortable.
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[ An understanding nod! He won't pry her more on that since it seems like a touchier subject. Uncomfortable is not what they should be.
But. Uh? ]
Are the red ropes not a fashion choice...?
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[as for the rest, though, she glances at him.] No. They're bindings. They keep my soul contained, and suppress my curse.
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[ SHENHE REALLY SAYS SUCH ALARMING THINGS... He doesn't know if he likes that, but seeing as Shenhe seems okay with it, he should be, too. There's still visible concern. ]
How's your soul feeling?
[ Since he thinks he'd notice the curse if it's at work right now. ]
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Fine. I'm not going to murder anybody.
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DON'T HEH ]
So this is where the homicidal tendencies come in...
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They won't become reality unless it's necessary. [the question as to what she defines as necessary however]
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[ just the anakin and padme star wars meme ]
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That could be one of the reasons.
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... If you ever feel yourself slipping, you know we're here for you.
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she just doesn't answer that. but it's clear she heard, and even as she changes the subject to something we can fade off on, she'll be thinking about that.]