[A bit after all the trial watching which I was definitely absolutely there the entire time, D wanders to find Shenhe.
He does not have to wander far because if he wasn't more careful, he would really have tripped over her sprawled out ass on the ground. HELLO. T-chan also is like HELLO? HE SNORTS.]
[She can cuddle with T-chan, he will cuddle with her......... one of the few humans he will tolerate without trying to eat them.]
I'm not sure... Not exactly. Not like some of the others, but... many of the people I get along with are already here, so... it isn't the same for me as it is for them.
Still, I understand this is necessary in the grand scheme of things.
[yay this almost makes today suck less! she cuddles t-chan and doesn't bite him.]
Many of the people I get along with are here, as well. [and she's not really upset that people end up here. she's upset that they have to die violently, but. you know.] I wonder if we made things worse by giving them the rankings.
I don't think we should be blamed for what they do with the information we gave to them. We sent what letters we could. The rest, unfortunately, was all up to them.
[He does agree about the brutality, for the record. He finds it unnecessary and distasteful, but... in the end, if they can pull off what hopefully is in their favor...]
Mm. [that makes her feel a little better, honestly. it's what she's struggling with the most - what is and isn't her fault. what she does and doesn't deserve. yo the beach fucked her up, man, she hasn't believed she deserves a cheese since then.]
... I just wonder if Wolfwood wouldn't have tried. [but maybe he would've. maybe it was just in the cards, no matter what happened.]
I think many of the young ones, and maybe also some of the adults, put their trust in Mr. Wolfwood to do such a thing for the good of everyone. And... I think Mr. Wolfwood is the type of man unworried about his own life if it means children keep a bit of what innocence they have left. If they get to live on.
No matter what, I believe he would have done it all the same regardless.
I think you're right. [... she's going to be glad to see him, even if she feels bad about the situation that got him here. at least there's no more murder happening. probably. maybe.]
[THEY CAN SHARE THE PASTIME OF BULLYING THE SHIT OUT OF WOLFWOOD BECAUSE IT'S FUNNY.]
I would like that for all of us; however... I worry about... The game was done incorrectly from the beginning. Who is to say the person or people who did that do not have other tricks up their sleeves?
There was a time when a lot of people here thought that I wasn't. [she's not sure rang knows still. he has to right.] That is a high compliment coming from you.
[I can hear your loud and angry panic in this tag. Hehe.]
No, nothing bad. [HEHE.] Their mother died in childbirth with him, and he blamed himself for her death. The family he stayed with after, their little girl told him it was his fault when they were arguing. Chris became mute following that, and he was mute when the detective brought him to the shop.
We could hear him, of course. And he could see the animals in their other forms. He stayed with us and was good friends with T-chan and Pon-chan. But little boys grow up. The longer Chris stayed, the harder it would be for him to leave, so when the family returned to apologize and ask him back again...
His voice returned when he accepted nothing had been his fault.
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He does not have to wander far because if he wasn't more careful, he would really have tripped over her sprawled out ass on the ground. HELLO. T-chan also is like HELLO? HE SNORTS.]
Miss Shenhe...
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except on her back, she's just here staring at the sky. hello t-chan with your backpack full of applesauce.
she looks up at d with an exhausted look.]
I don't want to do this anymore. [SO LIKE IT'S A GOOD THING THEY DON'T HAVE TO SHE'S SO TIRED]
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T-chan with his applesauce backpack yes.]
I think many of us can agree with that sentiment.
[Rather than make her get up he
gets down on the ground with her with T-chan and his applesauce pillow pack.]
Thankfully, that is the last one... hopefully.
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can she cuddle with t-chan. she kind of wants to cuddle with t-chan.]
Hopefully. [...] Do you have thoughts about what happened?
[she doesn't, her thoughts are just various static noises.]
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I'm not sure... Not exactly. Not like some of the others, but... many of the people I get along with are already here, so... it isn't the same for me as it is for them.
Still, I understand this is necessary in the grand scheme of things.
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Many of the people I get along with are here, as well. [and she's not really upset that people end up here. she's upset that they have to die violently, but. you know.] I wonder if we made things worse by giving them the rankings.
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I don't think we should be blamed for what they do with the information we gave to them. We sent what letters we could. The rest, unfortunately, was all up to them.
[He does agree about the brutality, for the record. He finds it unnecessary and distasteful, but... in the end, if they can pull off what hopefully is in their favor...]
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Mm. [that makes her feel a little better, honestly. it's what she's struggling with the most - what is and isn't her fault. what she does and doesn't deserve. yo the beach fucked her up, man, she hasn't believed she deserves a cheese since then.]
... I just wonder if Wolfwood wouldn't have tried. [but maybe he would've. maybe it was just in the cards, no matter what happened.]
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I think many of the young ones, and maybe also some of the adults, put their trust in Mr. Wolfwood to do such a thing for the good of everyone. And... I think Mr. Wolfwood is the type of man unworried about his own life if it means children keep a bit of what innocence they have left. If they get to live on.
No matter what, I believe he would have done it all the same regardless.
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I think you're right. [... she's going to be glad to see him, even if she feels bad about the situation that got him here. at least there's no more murder happening. probably. maybe.]
... Do you think we'll get to go back?
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[THEY CAN SHARE THE PASTIME OF BULLYING THE SHIT OUT OF WOLFWOOD BECAUSE IT'S FUNNY.]
I would like that for all of us; however... I worry about... The game was done incorrectly from the beginning. Who is to say the person or people who did that do not have other tricks up their sleeves?
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Alright. [but.
the second part she pulls t-chan a little closer for.] ... I think that they probably do. Maybe we'll be able to help stop those in charge.
Or maybe not. Maybe we'll die permanently. But I'd like for this to not have been for nothing.
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I'd like that as well, Miss Shenhe. We will have to see what Nightingale tells us. If this was the last round... I do wonder what will happen next.
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[silence for a while, and then:] I have been glad to know you.
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I know you're aware I don't care much for humans. However... I'm glad to have met you and some of the others here, too.
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she looks vaguely amused at this, at least.]
There was a time when a lot of people here thought that I wasn't. [she's not sure rang knows still. he has to right.] That is a high compliment coming from you.
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[He laughs, a lil huff of air.]
If only more humans were like you and Chris.
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Chris? [she's curious.]
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Yes. The detective's little brother, Christopher.
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I see. He was tolerable, then.
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Did something happen to him?
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No, nothing bad. [HEHE.] Their mother died in childbirth with him, and he blamed himself for her death. The family he stayed with after, their little girl told him it was his fault when they were arguing. Chris became mute following that, and he was mute when the detective brought him to the shop.
We could hear him, of course. And he could see the animals in their other forms. He stayed with us and was good friends with T-chan and Pon-chan. But little boys grow up. The longer Chris stayed, the harder it would be for him to leave, so when the family returned to apologize and ask him back again...
His voice returned when he accepted nothing had been his fault.