... Buzen would not, as long as Matsui is here. [she also doesn't really understand honorable deaths. but she thinks she knows this much.] Matsui, I think, would be more likely to die. To make amends.
[she tucks her hair behind her ear.]
... I don't want it to protect other people. [she says, honestly.] I would volunteer because I would want the satisfaction.
[...]
You're right, though. It may be Haru, if only because it would be the worst to watch.
[ that's fair. he smiles a little bit, leaning over to look at her properly. ]
Your reason makes sense to me. [ the satisfaction bit. much more than the honor thing, anyway. fei du doesn't have a nearly warrior enough mindset to consider any of that, but satisfaction and vengeance? that's the kind of thing that runs through every culture, through every person, human or otherwise.
the bit about haru has him close his eyes, briefly. ]
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[she tucks her hair behind her ear.]
... I don't want it to protect other people. [she says, honestly.] I would volunteer because I would want the satisfaction.
[...]
You're right, though. It may be Haru, if only because it would be the worst to watch.
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Your reason makes sense to me. [ the satisfaction bit. much more than the honor thing, anyway. fei du doesn't have a nearly warrior enough mindset to consider any of that, but satisfaction and vengeance? that's the kind of thing that runs through every culture, through every person, human or otherwise.
the bit about haru has him close his eyes, briefly. ]
And the least fair fight.