[ that feeling of being out of control, of wanting to help people but it always being a little wrong. he frowns as he's tying off the braid, thoughtful. ]
You should reach out to Nahri, first. She must have been scared because she cares about you, you know. And Wolfwood - as far as I can tell, he's a good person. I think he'd understand.
I'll try. [she says, sounding exhausted. she means to say more, but she kind of just. doesn't, because thinking about having to navigate a social situation where she's pretty sure she's in the wrong makes her feel like beating up a car again and she doesn't want to ruin her calm that she worked so hard for.
[ no this is fine. fei du stays quiet with her, as he finishes off the braid. he doesn't push the conversation - reading the art of the social cue is something he's become inherently good at, slipping easily into exactly where he needs to be. when he's done, he carefully adjusts the comb for her, and then shifts, coming to sit next to her, instead, and letting his hands fall into his lap.
a little more quiet company - he's still breathing in that easy, relaxed manner, the slow in and outs. ]
[she'd told him she likes his company - she wasn't lying. it's easy to just sit in silence for a while after he finishes, running her fingers over the completed braid.]
... Thank you. [she says finally, not looking up.]
[ fei du turns his head a little to look at her, and gives her a smile, soft. ] I'm just using the lessons you already knew, you know. If you ever need a reminder, it's the least I can do.
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[ that feeling of being out of control, of wanting to help people but it always being a little wrong. he frowns as he's tying off the braid, thoughtful. ]
You should reach out to Nahri, first. She must have been scared because she cares about you, you know. And Wolfwood - as far as I can tell, he's a good person. I think he'd understand.
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I'll try. [she says, sounding exhausted. she means to say more, but she kind of just. doesn't, because thinking about having to navigate a social situation where she's pretty sure she's in the wrong makes her feel like beating up a car again and she doesn't want to ruin her calm that she worked so hard for.
so instead she just slumps.]
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a little more quiet company - he's still breathing in that easy, relaxed manner, the slow in and outs. ]
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... Thank you. [she says finally, not looking up.]
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[ fei du turns his head a little to look at her, and gives her a smile, soft. ] I'm just using the lessons you already knew, you know. If you ever need a reminder, it's the least I can do.
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I am meant to be your protector. [she says, and this at least is a little lighter - not quite a joke, but approaching it.]
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Yes, well, if you promise to keep handling the physical, I can always help you with the mental. I think that seems like a fair compromise.