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sʜᴇɴʜᴇ. ([personal profile] bindings) wrote2023-06-08 12:31 pm

homophonic ❆ fei du

fei du
love on purpose.

metacognition: fei du believes in you. today. (112)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-31 03:54 am (UTC)(link)
[ yiguo mrrrps, because he has been Affronted TM, making a complaining noise and swatting a little at fei du, not shenhe.

fei du himself doesn't bother with it, just bopping him on the nose and letting her scoot closer. the comment about the reunion - well. he smiles, a bit, and for the first time all weekend, there's warmth to it. now that shenhe's close, she might notice that the makeup he'd been wearing the day before, and some this morning, is finally cleaned off. the dark circles under his eyes are still there, and he still looks exhausted, but he's doing better. ]


It's a little bittersweet. [ Because the future is still uncertain. ] ...But, yes. I did.

[ thankfully, his thoughts are quiet and muted, tucked into a box far away beyond that, save for one.

It helps. ]
metacognition: fei du refuses praise. (39.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-31 04:42 am (UTC)(link)
[ was so busy shitposting that I almost missed this cute tag

the thought that echoes between them makes fei du look a little surprised. touched, and he opens his mouth to say something, and then stops himself, and just thinks it.

… You didn’t have to worry. . ]
metacognition: fei du's special soup is ready. (142)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-31 01:32 pm (UTC)(link)
[ fei du knows he was a wreck, friday and saturday. saturday maybe especially, between the watch and the shakedown with valerie. it's a little embarrassing to look back on now, to have had such a violent display of Emotions, for someone who rarely feels them at all, and he has to internally shy away from it, some, has to try and protect his inner core. ]

...well. [ quieter. ] I'm sorry for worrying you, all the same.

[ but in reality, it's...

his thoughts reflect it better. just a simple thank you. ]