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sʜᴇɴʜᴇ. ([personal profile] bindings) wrote2023-06-08 12:31 pm

homophonic ❆ fei du

fei du
love on purpose.

metacognition: fei du needs space. (115)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-25 12:12 am (UTC)(link)
Ow.

[ it doesn't really hurt, but it's just instinct, at this point. he's mumbling, too. ]

Mm. I traded with her, and when I left, I wasn't Chang'e. I had a chance at another life... and then all of my injuries from the battle came back. [ now he makes a little bit of a face, recalling. not fun. ] And then we went through that portal, and now we're back here.

... All of it's still so blurry.
metacognition: (197.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-25 12:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ lolls his head back ]

I'll be honest with you, if there's anything, I'm just repressing it.

[ healthy! he makes a little noise when she kicks the door open. impressive! ] I need a drink.
metacognition: fei du needed a stage name. (168)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-25 01:20 am (UTC)(link)
There's a bottle of wine in the mini fridge.

[ of course there is.

he gives her a little pat on the shoulder from where he is settled, and gestures at said mini fridge. maybe he will teach his bird a little alcoholism as a treat. ]
metacognition: fei du suggests rehearsing in shed. (114)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-25 05:02 pm (UTC)(link)
[ fei du consistently in the week 3 trial like i'm TELLING you people she doesnt like to drink

but he holds his hands out for it and pops the top off with minimal effort, sitting on the bed and pulling his long legs in so there's place for shenhe to join him. for all of the chaos of the others, fei du is entirely too solitary to be staying in a room with other people, and not nearly trusting enough to stay with anyone in shibuya.

... besides shenhe. she's the only one, so. this room is hers as much as it is his.

he just takes a swig straight out of the bottle because that's the kind of day it's been. ]


Do you think two of these missions are enough? I feel like I've had enough.
metacognition: fei du wouldn't show THAT off. (43.)

[personal profile] metacognition 2023-07-27 08:31 pm (UTC)(link)
[ it's not thoughtshare week as of this, but if it was, shenhe would be able to tell the way the drink helps to clear his head. the burn of alcohol is familiar, and the depressant effect works just as well as any of the things in his mini fridge at home, helping to keep him focusing on the conversation at hand, helping him stay grounded in reality.

this is shibuya. he's dead. luo wenzhou is alive on the other side. they are not magical. they have not been separated for a thousand years. he exhales, lets the drink burn, and settles back. ]


I hope not. [ stop letting people go on two! smashcut to gerard on his second cyoa in a week. ] At least it's a way for us to get points. A means to an ends, if nothing else.