Anger is the core of me. I was upset to lose Buzen, to possibly lose Matsui, and it became anger, so easily. Knowing that others would be similarly angry and I would feel that, too, frightened me. I don't always have control of myself, and the red ropes can only do so much.
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Anger is the core of me. I was upset to lose Buzen, to possibly lose Matsui, and it became anger, so easily. Knowing that others would be similarly angry and I would feel that, too, frightened me. I don't always have control of myself, and the red ropes can only do so much.
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No. But I spoke with a lot of people, and I expressed my fear that I would hurt someone. I'm sure someone took that as permission.
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[she thinks about that.]
I guess I understand, because you don't need your rage to fight. It's different for me. The idea of not being able to access that if I needed it...
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... I think that I might be less effective, if I didn't have my rage. [but she gets it.] But I understand you, as well.
I wonder if Matsui was upset to be calm. I wouldn't have been. But I know that I'm different from everybody else.