[ mm...this makes sense, he thinks. he doesn't say anything for a moment, seemingly thinking this over. ]

...it's. Um. It's a nice offer. Thanks, Shenhe. [ but... ] Would that overcomplicate things? Going somewhere completely different. I don't even know how we'd accomplish doing it in the first place, it was just...you know, like a dream? Or a thought or. Whatever. Whatever you want to call it, just a thing you think about sometimes when shit absolutely sucks and nothing seems like it'll actually change even when we do win the game.

[ he seems to think he's talking too much though and he goes quiet again. ]

...the point is. I appreciate it and I know she would, too.